August 29, 2005
There's no place like Home
Seeing the day through the eyes of confusion is but your way to blind yourself, without the need for explanation of the details. To see through the day, and know it is just as it is to be for you to have the details to fathom, would be a much better lesson.
But you are not to learn a lesson today. You are to know your own day, just as you arranged it to be, from the vantage point of learning to see through confusion. For it is confusion that will always lead you home again.
Home is that place of complete comfort, and this is a gift of being alive, when you know you live for a reason ("purpose" is of yet another consideration).
If you glance into the depths of your conscious thoughts, are they always so ordered as to show you reasons enough for your actions? This is a question put to you for the purpose of regenerating your lust for living while you can.
A bright thought would be one of returning to the adventures of travel for the sake of new beginnings. New beginnings are always good to think about, but this places you in constant motion. For you are, after all, just as you think you are in total.
Living in one place and being drawn to another is a feeling that sparks movement. But it need never be the movement of the home, only the body, taking itself on a voyage, so to speak.
You are being beckoned toward a better way of living your truest thought of self. This will not embrace you while you are still in confusion, whether it is a simple case of doubting your ability, or doubting yourself as our personal way of signing our name upon this illusion.
Time holds the key to your being able to join forces with this adventure of a lifetime. But time is nothing we will you to obey. If this be truth, then we must consider the outcome, and move directly toward that outcome, firmly seated within the trust we have in your ability, while you in turn trust our hand at work. Is this a good purpose, to leave behind any thought of taking control of the living?
The living may seem to be a temporal illusion when you are still in the physical part of the mind, but the truth of existence is still the same: you are your own One in every detail spread out before you now. The details of your life display you with this mask of allegiance to life placed upon your attention. Would you untie the mask, and lift it off, for any reason but to be free of the fettered life of playing a role you are no longer in need of playing?
This is today a coming to the bar for the trial of your past, and leaving it behind, for you have nothing to defend. For all is just perfectly matched to your own perfect life within illusion, as you stay in tune with your own chosen role.
To release the role for a greater knowledge of your own, look for the sign that you are leaving the trial behind, to be found when you would like to look through it again, but not in this lifetime left to live through.
There is nothing you must continue, for your life is a said-and-well-defined life, with a continuing unfurling of the choices you make as you travel. Again, the traveling through life, or the traveling through experience: which makes you live a better way?
In the time it takes for you to gain enough interest in finding your perfect home upon this planet you will have it already in your possession, without even understanding the variables held within that choice, for it is being made as we speak.
You are dreaming of a home where you are welcomed, and where all are welcomed, when you so choose to allow them entry. This is a firm thought, but better yet is this thought of how you shall live within that home.
To think of more than one home is well intended, for yes, you do need this form to take place in your world, but you are inconsistent in that thought, for you waver on its certainty. To chose between one or the other must now be addressed and finally put to rest.
You have the ability to make for yourself a better life. It is a choice already made, but you have the constant feeling you have not yet run the gauntlet that you must run, in order to receive this as yours by right. It has been formed, and it is about to come into your world. But "from where and when?" is still not only a mystery, it is a constant concern. And you falter in your resolve to trust, as we speak of commitment, and of laying aside your need.
This will seemingly remain, until you have that grip upon our teaching you still see as missing in your ability. Now waver no longer, for you have settled that information into your mind. Only now do you have that ability under your so-called control.
It is not ever possible to control your life in this time of being alive, for all has been said and done, all choices are made, and you have work to do.
To falter now would be only in your own mind. Sensing this would leave you without the scheming thought of how to gain all you want while alive. And in that, would you drown in beliefs merging into the tale of a bedeviled one, always without purpose?
Stretching your beliefs would cause you not to gain access to our truth, any more than pretending you believe our words does. This is a moment of truthful accounting. Yes, you know we speak the truth, but you doubt we are ever to make your world according to our description.
Find a single thought you are willing to allow, as being given into your world. This christens our work as well done - if you do hear our words throughout your lifetime as having done the work intended.
Intention was a strong leader in the way all did arrive into your world, while you tried to untangle yourself from all attachments. This was a firm intention misunderstood, from the first thought to the last. This is the last thought.
Now begin to know yourself again as one who is without blame. For blame was firmly established - allowed to settle, and do its work.
For now we start without the notion of concern for the past.
Posted by Adam on April 1 at 7:08 AM in Black Mountain
| Subject: purpose
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