May 22, 2005
Every day I write the book
We know your need for completeness is but human, or, better spoken, of human need to know you succeeded.
But in your closing of one book you open others, never quite as interesting until you read further. Personal passion will return in one chapter, while you waver in your trust in another, but by the end you have used all of your earthly delights whether you know it or not. This book is over without the words "the end" written on that final page.
So here we are, not to write "the end", but to help you start a new book entirely your own. It includes characters from your other volumes, but only until they write themselves out. The fascination you had with your own character is waning, but you are still that character until you write yourself out.
To start this new book with your own hand is not even possible. It must be handled with care: you are being led to its first page. And this comes as no surprise, for every book holds itself hidden until you open the leaves and break the seal of its binding.
With each page you turn, your book speaks of adventure or of sorrow, of time spent in this world or lives you have come to cross and re-cross, for no purpose you can say just yet.
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May 15, 2005
Your world will tilt
Eyes are for seeing the past, as well as the future, beginning with the now.
Looking toward the future, ask if the past still holds you in sway. Verify this without condition: are you in sway to your past?
Once you question your own self as a permanent reference point, your world will tilt. And this is the starting of another world view, one that brings with it a sense of wealth eternally springing from within.
Eternal permanence is coming into question, balance being the outcome. The changes you bring are the inner changes needed to step out of the world of deprivation still in focus.
Forge forward in this time of rest, without letting go of the truth: we are your companions in all matters of life.
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May 3, 2005
Come into alignment
Believing you have been a victim of circumstances is always a "bigger than life" moment.
If indeed you knew how to think of yourself as a complete person, without the need ever to live for another’s attention, you could choose for yourself each time this opened, as if you could always be fear-free in any given situation.
But human compassion and human emotional ties are all so powerful, and ever so important to your human welfare. This is essential to human well-being, and this we now have come to speak to you of.
The human form relies upon personal identity for its understanding of self, and the self transmitted is always in keeping with that understanding. This holds you captive for your entire life or until you come to know yourself as bigger than any form can ever maintain.
In the instant you come into alignment with the truth of your existence, all else starts to change. And yet the only real change is in your mind, or the thoughts you are now able to allow to flow.
Sometimes the mind holds tightly to personal memories. And this seems to play out as a deepening gap between your life as it has become and life all around you, as seen through the new person you are beginning to know as yourself.
If you were to liken this stage of evolution to the rounding up of all your past and looking deeply into it for one last moment, you would think you were dying. And this is true, in a very subtle way. Your oldest of personal personas is dying to allow you a free expression of the true you now forming.
The differences may seem all too subtle for others to notice. But you know you have passed a great chasm of sorts, and now stand at the other side, looking over the cliff no longer, but walking in another direction entirely, for this side of the chasm has no direction yet posted.
In the midst of this seemingly unheralded change, perhaps you opened your eyes to the truth before it was established in your world. This is a time of greatest flux, and seems always to be the crucible melting your world away right before your eyes.
Once you are rebalanced, it is a sense of finality that sings to you of a solid knowing that you are yourself a transformed individual, capable of this journey without the need for personal pain, given through the attachments or bondage to attachments, in a world fraught with masked illusions, all seeming to be your only real choices.
This is the draping of the human mind for its singular role upon a stage that is in truth a multidimensional play always in progress.
Some are believers right from the start, most listen for the clues and awaken just in the nick of time, but the majority sleep away the play, for it seems to be just fine for now.
This is a life of coming to grips with the many lives lived in the theme or the theory of one concept or another.
You are in a life of release, and this is an entirely new sense of freedom, not a remaking of an old concept, to be viewed from a different angle, but an entirely new concept, taken on as you have mastered the past, and lead your own personal master's curriculum from this point of reference to your own conclusions.
This is not to say you will end your journey, only that you are the one now in the drivers seat.
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