August 29, 2005
There's no place like Home
Seeing the day through the eyes of confusion is but your way to blind yourself, without the need for explanation of the details. To see through the day, and know it is just as it is to be for you to have the details to fathom, would be a much better lesson.
But you are not to learn a lesson today. You are to know your own day, just as you arranged it to be, from the vantage point of learning to see through confusion. For it is confusion that will always lead you home again.
Home is that place of complete comfort, and this is a gift of being alive, when you know you live for a reason ("purpose" is of yet another consideration).
If you glance into the depths of your conscious thoughts, are they always so ordered as to show you reasons enough for your actions? This is a question put to you for the purpose of regenerating your lust for living while you can.
A bright thought would be one of returning to the adventures of travel for the sake of new beginnings. New beginnings are always good to think about, but this places you in constant motion. For you are, after all, just as you think you are in total.
Living in one place and being drawn to another is a feeling that sparks movement. But it need never be the movement of the home, only the body, taking itself on a voyage, so to speak.
You are being beckoned toward a better way of living your truest thought of self. This will not embrace you while you are still in confusion, whether it is a simple case of doubting your ability, or doubting yourself as our personal way of signing our name upon this illusion.
Time holds the key to your being able to join forces with this adventure of a lifetime. But time is nothing we will you to obey. If this be truth, then we must consider the outcome, and move directly toward that outcome, firmly seated within the trust we have in your ability, while you in turn trust our hand at work. Is this a good purpose, to leave behind any thought of taking control of the living?
The living may seem to be a temporal illusion when you are still in the physical part of the mind, but the truth of existence is still the same: you are your own One in every detail spread out before you now. The details of your life display you with this mask of allegiance to life placed upon your attention. Would you untie the mask, and lift it off, for any reason but to be free of the fettered life of playing a role you are no longer in need of playing?
This is today a coming to the bar for the trial of your past, and leaving it behind, for you have nothing to defend. For all is just perfectly matched to your own perfect life within illusion, as you stay in tune with your own chosen role.
To release the role for a greater knowledge of your own, look for the sign that you are leaving the trial behind, to be found when you would like to look through it again, but not in this lifetime left to live through.
There is nothing you must continue, for your life is a said-and-well-defined life, with a continuing unfurling of the choices you make as you travel. Again, the traveling through life, or the traveling through experience: which makes you live a better way?
In the time it takes for you to gain enough interest in finding your perfect home upon this planet you will have it already in your possession, without even understanding the variables held within that choice, for it is being made as we speak.
You are dreaming of a home where you are welcomed, and where all are welcomed, when you so choose to allow them entry. This is a firm thought, but better yet is this thought of how you shall live within that home.
To think of more than one home is well intended, for yes, you do need this form to take place in your world, but you are inconsistent in that thought, for you waver on its certainty. To chose between one or the other must now be addressed and finally put to rest.
You have the ability to make for yourself a better life. It is a choice already made, but you have the constant feeling you have not yet run the gauntlet that you must run, in order to receive this as yours by right. It has been formed, and it is about to come into your world. But "from where and when?" is still not only a mystery, it is a constant concern. And you falter in your resolve to trust, as we speak of commitment, and of laying aside your need.
This will seemingly remain, until you have that grip upon our teaching you still see as missing in your ability. Now waver no longer, for you have settled that information into your mind. Only now do you have that ability under your so-called control.
It is not ever possible to control your life in this time of being alive, for all has been said and done, all choices are made, and you have work to do.
To falter now would be only in your own mind. Sensing this would leave you without the scheming thought of how to gain all you want while alive. And in that, would you drown in beliefs merging into the tale of a bedeviled one, always without purpose?
Stretching your beliefs would cause you not to gain access to our truth, any more than pretending you believe our words does. This is a moment of truthful accounting. Yes, you know we speak the truth, but you doubt we are ever to make your world according to our description.
Find a single thought you are willing to allow, as being given into your world. This christens our work as well done - if you do hear our words throughout your lifetime as having done the work intended.
Intention was a strong leader in the way all did arrive into your world, while you tried to untangle yourself from all attachments. This was a firm intention misunderstood, from the first thought to the last. This is the last thought.
Now begin to know yourself again as one who is without blame. For blame was firmly established - allowed to settle, and do its work.
For now we start without the notion of concern for the past.
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June 9, 2005
The path less traveled
Blinking will win you only a pause to reclaim the weaknesses in your world. Bold believing will claim the same.
You must place your own world on hold, allowing your mind to gather your energy and to move it into position. Enough time is a must. Believing you are right in place to do so is a perfection of belief in yourself. The course of all perfection runs the full extent of itself: you know this as a concept, but have yet to align with it as it runs its course in your life. Perfection will come. Better to receive it than to curse its low vibration before you know it as itself.
This is a reason to look deeper into your own vision of your perfected future. The mail is left at your door, not in your world, allowing you to see it through your eyes, as if you are living your mail before it comes to even be knowledge you have been sent. This is a paralleling, or course change, but it is not a given until proven useful or returned unopened.
Ripe with unused framed pictures of your future, we stand to open one picture you have been most inclined to view, but never to the extent of making it come in proof of steady focus. This picture is for your eyes, and it is made from the pain you place in it for your own need to be blinded before you make your choice to live well. Yes, to be blinded by the reasons, yet always looking into the light, trying to see through to your own end.
There is nothing you must heed, or do, or reason out for yourself but this: are you ready to live well? And reach this conclusion with faith in your own method of reducing all possibilities into one course of action.
You know now it is possible to be granted the right to have your own sense of value. And you know this must come before you shall inherit any other form of income. How will this ever come into your world if you have not yet come to sense your value as your own best personal expression?
How to make this true in your world is nothing you need to be concerned with. You only must tell your story in your own mind as if it is just how you want it to be. You know it is a gain in perspective when you ask for your own wealth, not wealth coming from another’s hand. But this is left unfinished, for you have yet to gain enough energy to bend your own mind around its value.
Be your own personal guide through this fast moving adventure. Make it your own sense of accomplishment, and realize you have it in your hand, only now it must be actually made into the energy you require it to be made into.
Your need for your own future to be certain is probable cause enough to ask for and find the right words to describe the way you set about the task, but not enough to gain you entry into the world of your own making. To know too soon would only furnish you with time in-between to rip out the existence of this dream coming true.
When you sit and ponder your own adventure you are apt to make it a little bit better, or a little bit harder for no purpose, or a little bit sooner than possible, or a little bit off the mark, for you have no real thoughts of the future in any case it point.
In your own world right now you have gleaned the purpose of this time of uncertainty and it is making its mark on your personality already. You have been pondering this mark, and know it has changed you forever and made you one who is never again to watch as others give to you for the purpose of chaining you to them. You see this with eyes wide open, and you feel the time clicking your lifetime into its rightful place among those who have tasted this form of perjury, only to return to it for the sake of staying alive.
Make no statement about this, but look with a kinder eye into your own need to finally be ended with this act of abandonment of self.
In the time it takes to make your decision as to who you are, and who you are to become, you shall be on your way into that future. Does this make any difference in your immediate outcome?
Travel is seldom through one dimension. Your eyes are beginning to focus in our realm again. The doorway never closes, but your eyes turn from it to see better in your own world.
This is a moment of clear thought, and yes, it is an accurate assumption to make.
To lose your path is a certainty when you follow it only until you have nothing else to gain. But to know it is always before you, in time of certainty or uncertainty, is the only way to maintain your balance.
This is your "right path" or your initial path we speak of now, not your self-possessed-intended path. Both have their place within your thoughts. But one is as if it will always ring through, whether you are listening or not; the other is maintained through your actions, and your will to see it through.
This is a universal debate: which path is truest, or which path is righteous, and which path is planted from within or from without, or good enough to bypass your own inner guide, or passive enough to belittle nothing while stirring your innate needs to the surface?
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May 22, 2005
In the flow
Another way to speak is this, your future is only now being poised for your attention. Too much attention would steady it no more than a glance in the right direction.
Confirming your attention is this and only this: you are apt to personally change one thing or another by a very small amount, but as a whole, you are already in the flow of these experiences, and would only like to know for sure it is your life we are referring to.
The plausibility of this life ever coming into alignment with, and then beginning to conform to your own version is high, but you are yet to finally think of this as your life.
When will it come to be? A question only you can answer.
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May 16, 2005
Seated in the courtyard
Building your path is how you are to build your security. Better one is in place before the other comes to overrun your good intentions.
Seated in the courtyard, singing with the choir, taking your time before you plunge into that deep blue sea: are all metaphors for the same thing. The question is, "what thing?".
Sometimes it means simply enjoying your life while you can. Other times it means trying to escape your life in moments of solemn ritual, in a sense, trying to keep life from taking over so completely you lose your own intention to be one with work to accomplish.
You are restless only for your perceived need to earn your own way. This is a need taken from the thoughts of those around you. You have no need that you cannot meet yourself.
Sometimes we speak to you of being your own best teacher, and this is in reference to how it is always a thunderous applause you receive when you are so engaged, and find the outcome right for the lesson.
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May 8, 2005
Look past the obvious
Gifts are as always too close to be of clear use until called for, and then they are right in your line of sight.
With this reassurance, look past the obvious, and let yourself be witness to the unveiled true wonder of your own mind playing in a field of thought, of possibility, and of constant interplay with all else in the world.
Rest well within your own space; it will be your place to know well in times to come.
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March 8, 2005
Be born again my friend
Guarantee your steps are focused by thinking each thought right out of energy.
This is very good to understand. Knowing you are but ready to leave a thought is a bright thought, in itself a driving force.
That which is thought to be the past may be encountered again. But if you are truly to move forward, it is the past of all thoughts lying along the same ethereal lines that are all coming into the alignment. And those lifetimes will all culminate in one thought of release that will do the work of setting you free.
Ask yourself each day, "Is this how I will live this life?" When you answer this question with an emphatic or resounding yes or no, it is time to begin the next step in creating your own world.
This starts right now. Without judging the past, release it. It is but the stuff once used for your own understanding, but now freed to be used in a new way. "All things come to pass" is a beginning, if you truly know the inner workings of the universe.
Witnessing this part of your life will lead you out of its controlling influences. To know it as a past that is holding you in sway will start the cords of the bond to break.
Thinking of the future is a fine exercise; seeing it as pictures in your mind is better still. Holding one picture will start the flow; allow it to be filtered by your own versions of how it will come.
But be in no thought obligated to someone else for its force of energy. Make this your own in mind. Powerful strength is inside you when you are standing in your own place, or center.
Allow your own mind to develop a method of discernment that is guided by Our sensing of your world. This will bring you into a clear thought, whenever you stumble into the confusion of human agenda placed before you to address.
See the future of others, as they are bound to the probabilities they are bound to, within the patterns they have established. This is a simple version of knowing how all paths lead you right back into the established themes sent into your life, as you seek to be given all you need to understand in active physical interpretation.
Witnessing this as probabilities, made by virtue of personal cleaving to time-honored ways of seeing yourself, always forming the same outcome to any situation, will show you how faulty this method truly is.
Never believe the statement, “I will never begin to know how to change this way, for it is still the only way I know how to think of myself.” Statements of this sort are always running through your mind. Let pass the thought of still being unable to know what comes next.
It is your own mind laying out the course of action. To understand you are in a moment of change is all you are ever to know, and that is enough. Waving goodbye to your past allows you to recede from the thoughts of others as well.
A well marked boundary will distinguish your new birth into another way to participate in this illusion. This well-marked boundary comes along in different forms, for different reasons and purposes. Your form is beginning to settle around you. For it was determined long before you came into this life, as just how you were to recognize your own place, within your own world, at last.
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March 2, 2005
Time and sense of purpose
The conflicts we encounter as humans in a very trying world, complicated by our own inability to recall the purpose we arrived here for, is truly a mechanism worth trying to know better.
Yes, know better. Understanding would not help you to master your inability; knowing would.
To reach conclusions through your own inner guessing is lost hours of your life. But if you could recall your purpose, would not that alone cause you to preach nothing that is not yours to preach?
The coming of the new century was a moment in your life when all sensed a shift in thinking. Why did this happen, if all humans were not engaged with time? They are, but to very different degrees of engagement.
Willingly rest within your own hours. Time is playing itself out, so to speak, and you have but to abide this for now. Let yourself be pleasantly taken deeper into your own thoughts, ever exploring the depth you are still not sure you own.
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